tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58111822011-04-22T10:32:47.852+08:00Where kids learn to play and play to learn1st tyme nih!Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comBlogger421100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1130232945265703812005-10-25T16:37:00.000+08:002005-10-25T18:06:36.223+08:00"I'm really sorry Raihana.The break up will never be a mutual one.I'm still head over heels in love with you.Times can change, people can move on... but a part of me will forever pray for us to be re-united.I love you and nothing can ever make me feel otherwise...."As much as its expired.Part of me still wondered if i could manage to persuade her to come back.But everytime she slams the phone Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1123257345862369802005-08-05T23:01:00.000+08:002005-08-05T23:55:45.916+08:00REMEMBER WHEN YOU HELD MY HAND LIKE YOU'D NEVER LET GO?Funny it only took the frontman of The Bravery for you to let me go...WAHAHAHAHAH!!5th August 2005, The day started with me looking forward to our first concert together.The Bravery.Even after having to jog 8 km in the early morning. my mind was set upon meeting you later that day.I had a rehearsal after lunch for the Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1122136986626543132005-07-24T00:02:00.000+08:002005-07-24T00:43:06.676+08:00I SWEAR I'M JADED..."Now what i'll do is just sit back, relax and see how everything turns out.Maybe i tried to hard.Too often anticipating.Too often expecting.But then again why can't i?We spend so little time together but yet there are things or plans that can be pushed to when i'm not around but somehow you made it eat our little time together.And the best thing is I always have to find ways Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1122019500999268062005-07-22T15:48:00.000+08:002005-07-22T16:05:01.006+08:00It's really unsettling when a person you love like no other raise her voice at the second time you asked "what time do you finish school?"Yes yes for those people who knows me.They would be more than willing to tell you about my overpowering STM.Sometimes,rite after asking someone for another's phone no.i'llimmediatelyforget when dialing its no. on the phone.That's how i am and unfortunately someAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1121502365941652502005-07-16T15:30:00.000+08:002005-07-16T16:28:40.453+08:00Checked out my work schedule for the next two weeks and it sucked.. My next two weekends are officially burnt thanks to the Upcoming NDP.Sigh.So much to do with so little time and the work schedule's not making things any easier.I've alot of catching up to do with loved ones.But the sad thing is im not alone.Azli told me that some of my campmates didnt go home for a month or so becos of work.. Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1120783773664554502005-07-08T07:53:00.000+08:002005-07-08T08:59:10.186+08:00MY mistake in life?Learning from too much from MY own mistakes... I've been away for a very very long time . To a point of non existant even to those very dear and close to me.And within those moments that i went "AWOL", which i guessed most of you by now would have known, literally, i lost too much.People say that when you're born, you're just like a plain piece of paper and how you draw it willAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1110200178048541002005-03-07T20:20:00.000+08:002005-03-07T21:17:42.526+08:00Boredom.Anxiety.Restlessness.FRUSTRATION!!Now, these are words that'll easily describe what a person feels when they have to wait. I'm not a fan of waiting.No matter where No matter for who.Dates,the long que at NTUC fairprice,ordered food, even tv commercials.And it pricks like hell waiting for someone whom called before the date saying "i cant wait to see you~".Doesnt ANTICIPATION mean anythingAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1109179503151807182005-02-24T00:47:00.000+08:002005-02-24T01:25:03.156+08:00I got up from the bed, opened the window and leaned on the ledge with half my body hanging outside.Lighting a cigarette i gently let out a silent fart. Chuckling heartily i sucked in some of the cold, damp air with my nicotine causing me to cough and gurgle phlegm.It felt so good to open up the window. I hadn't raelise it but the air in the flat had grown so stale i could almost see it trying to Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1107791217767068712005-02-07T23:11:00.000+08:002005-02-07T23:47:17.346+08:00"so, if you might get mad,
dont hold it all inside c'mon and talk to me now.
Hey~ what you got to hide?
i get angry too and i'm a lot like you.
When you're standing at a crossroad,
don't know which path to choose.
let me come along cos even if you're wrong...
I'll stand by you~~"
the pretenders.
Awww.. moving words indeed.One of Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1107755761563395702005-02-07T13:19:00.000+08:002005-02-07T14:08:42.326+08:00"sometimes you get what you want
sometimes you get what you need.
sometimes you get what you get."
my father
*sigh* witty sentences my dad comes out with sometimes.I could particularly remember this one though it happened years back. somewhere in '95 ke '96 i forgot..but i could remember this so well cos i got the spanking of my life right after the word "get" for he found out i was Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1106149985954939832005-01-19T23:32:00.000+08:002005-02-07T13:16:06.510+08:00 Had the longest sleep since days before ns. Woke up fresher than ever. Its been a really long time since i had a few episodes of dreams back to back like as though dreams are like cable these days.Except for 2 pieces of bread wrapped around milo and 6 really small nuggets, i didnt have anything to eat... okok i lied, i had a lot to eat but didnt feel like eating anyway.i could sleep but i dont Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1106121894336816152005-01-19T15:55:00.000+08:002005-01-19T16:04:54.336+08:00Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours
In ten weeks you shaped it
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step that you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark
And I still have these memories,
But will never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1105892352374810782005-01-16T23:55:00.000+08:002005-01-19T16:13:21.453+08:00
BEen anticipating the weekend very early in the week but in a huff its over now...
Live football matches were the plan this week for me and jiggles.Caught Man utd vs liverpool @Harry's last night and just like a true blooded Football fan, watched Singapore vs Indonesia At CHIJMES together with a bunch of people whom i'm sure like me, didn't expect the stadium to be of a sold out crowd. I have Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1103642161876070712004-12-21T22:50:00.000+08:002005-01-19T15:40:50.133+08:00today.. marks the end of the happiest times i'll ever have in this lifetime.For i've lied too much to be forgiven. i know i brought this all to myself and i have only myself to blame.i dunno how to make amends anymore.
she made me feel how a man wants to feel.she's the closest i'll ever get to paradise.
it's a long time since i felt afraid.now i am. i'm afraid to even think about how's life goingAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1094984275829402982004-09-12T18:11:00.000+08:002004-09-12T18:17:55.830+08:00"Am i not good enough?" i asked.
Wonder
I wonder if you ever felt alone
even when youre sitting right next to me
i wonder if you feel like the way you do
when you met me the first time
Sometimes i wonder if im ever right for you
sometimes i fear that you feel it too
that we're never meant to be and right from the first time
its not working out
Have you ever tried to fit into my shoes
i dun evenAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1093311166460504122004-08-24T09:04:00.000+08:002004-08-24T09:32:46.460+08:00Money,money,money..it didn't come as a surprise to read in the papers how many millionaires,billionaireswe have all over the world.It did not come as a surprise cos money, it seems, is what mankind are born to search for and never have enough of.My utmost respect to those who started with scratch and made it to be millionaires.. but what is in concern here are those lucky young people who since Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1093161717310783532004-08-22T15:56:00.000+08:002004-08-22T16:08:43.643+08:00DAri ibnu Abbas r.a:
Bahawasanya Nabi s.a.w masuk ke tempat orang arab(Badawi) untuk melawatnya yang sakit dan apabila Nabi masok ke tempat orang itu lalu beliau berkata iaitu ertinya:
"Tiada apa-apa, ini sebagai pencuci dosa-dosa kamu insyaAllah"
(Riwayat Al-Bukhari) .
For everything be it good or bad, we will go through it with each other..i love you.
Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1088906144950468622004-07-04T09:42:00.000+08:002004-07-04T12:58:18.676+08:00*****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************
"kiss me..
till i die within your arms
promise me that you will never let me go
cos i love you so
and that's all that i'll ever want in return..."
Now imagine this...
He took a piece of bread in his mouth Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1088823634863562572004-07-03T10:46:00.000+08:002004-07-03T11:05:17.776+08:00***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************
Another week that goes as fast as a turtle with sore hind legs.Been on Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1088191779695697612004-06-26T03:29:00.000+08:002004-06-26T03:34:02.406+08:00----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------***
T-shirt and Genes
T-shirts serve two functions.One is to cover the upper torso and protect against the elements.
The other is to get the wearer laid.
The colour, the fit, the slogan, the label- the t-shirt is an advertisement for sexual reproduction. i mean obviously all clothes Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1086670680820664172004-06-08T12:52:00.000+08:002004-06-08T13:42:25.483+08:00"I now present you the trained soldiers~~!!!"
It was music to my ears when the MC said that to our parents on POP day.. not to the fact that i am now a trained soldier and proud of that but rather i finished THE torturous phase in every man's life, BMT.
Ive been slacking at home pretty much since my Passing out Parade(POP) on the 5th of june 2004 and i have not miss a bit of that darn island of Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1084695631004747982004-05-16T16:10:00.000+08:002004-05-16T16:23:12.963+08:003 weeks more!!!!!! just 2... not 4 not 5 just 3...
was talking to wan on my way home from hospital last night about how even close frens can be so distant apart.Even over how many hard times we go through with each other some of us decides to stray away. well thats a hard fact of life isnt it? frends come and go.. good things especially come and go. friends i have a lot but only a handful are my Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1083550698476182252004-05-03T10:18:00.000+08:002004-05-03T10:21:28.090+08:00From friday night to monday noon... officially the longest weekend i ever had and THE only longest weekend i can pray for.But even so, it still isn't enough to share it all with people close to my heart.just 5 more weeks to go and i can't wait for it to end.Skali even after this BMT, i still get posted to tekong.. KIWAK!! Cry sia.
JAmmed with the band on saturday and i swore i didnt experience Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1082786136273703262004-04-24T13:55:00.000+08:002004-04-24T13:58:36.450+08:00Tarzan getting his first taste of modern world. That was how i actually felt when i reach Pasir ris mrt just now... 2 weeks in tekong. The last7 days in jungle.The worst experience ever. Exhausting, testing my mental strength.I saw wild boars, shooting stars.
there was a night when i woke up in the midst of night during jungle training to pee when i heard spmeone called me... "hoi! Aththa hoi! Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1081666490188185772004-04-11T14:54:00.000+08:002004-04-11T14:57:37.373+08:00my songs are usually inspired by television shows or books but coincidently the past few weeks or so, it coincidently felt like i was going thru an episode ofa particular song i wrote for in that case the song became more and more meaningful to me.... here goes~~
wished upon (Rock Concert Heroes)
took some time to see yr pictures
took some time to read your letters
i took some time to close my Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1081474766224912862004-04-09T09:39:00.000+08:002004-04-09T09:42:11.373+08:00I burnt time in tekong by writing a journal. started it a few days back:-
6 April 2004
Slumped helplessly into a coma last night.I was a tad too tired last night that usually at 5a.m i will hear the ringing sound of one of my bunkmates alarm clock but that was not the case today.But the shit only startedafter lunch. Not exactly the physically demanding shit but rather the long winded lecture Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1078453160637483512004-03-05T10:19:00.000+08:002004-03-05T10:21:31.090+08:002 weeks in TEkong is torturous... no fun, no free time, not enough sleep, noe girls... nothing!! except for sergeants shouting at you as though you are 10 kilometers away when you're only like 3 cm apart...whicj reminds me i need to buy some ear plugs....
The sense of missing eunos hawker centre, my budak dapit, the kakis and the kids come every night when i looked out from the window of my levelAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1076871806382097782004-02-16T03:03:00.000+08:002004-02-16T03:05:18.763+08:00Everytime a love story is played on tv or a love song is aired on the radio, i will always have her in my mind.Especially during sleepless nights like these,the thought of her would linger in my mind so much... it hurts.The fairy tale of love i had didn't have a happy ending.Every night since she left, i have always thought about her, i say a silent prayer everytime before i sleep to see her Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1076822548011971022004-02-15T13:22:00.000+08:002004-02-15T13:24:19.560+08:00The weekend seemed very long.Probably due to the movie marathon held on Friday night at Np.The marathon was well organised.Packed with good shows accept for one Aussie-BUDGET-movie about dancing called "strictly ballroom".Picture quality bad in fact.. its a total "koyak".
Reached home at 8am on the saturday morning.Didn't have any plans besides hanging out with my kakis in the late, late Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1076588339045535212004-02-12T20:18:00.000+08:002004-02-12T20:20:47.890+08:00It's been 2 days in a row that i caught a movie at lido.Watched "Along came Polly" today and "Gothika" yesterday. I only have a week left so i better do all these things before i serve the nation.. bleargh~~
Nothing much happen...
seri's cheesecake is yummy~~
Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1076420682973785592004-02-10T21:44:00.000+08:002004-02-10T21:46:29.640+08:00Ok almost a week to go and i'm feeling nervous and excited all at the same time.
I felt like a pig when i realised that i woke up at 12:15 this morning.. erm.. i mean noon.When all the students and working adults are busy resuming their routined lives, there i was, still snogging my bolster contemplating on the possibilities for going back to sleep. I have to say dropping out from school has beenAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1076245347441361882004-02-08T21:02:00.000+08:002004-02-08T21:04:12.466+08:00How can i keep myself fit without getting sweaty, stinky and tired??
I'm so tired now i barely have strength to crack my knuckles.Went home looking forward to a cold shower & a sumptuos dinner nut i only got the cold shower because my maid didn't cook much today as my brothers and i have not been eating much at home. OK! its our fault but she can't just assume can she?? Lucky for me there are Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1075985094843902632004-02-05T20:44:00.000+08:002004-02-05T20:46:36.263+08:00Exactly 2 more weeks from today, ladies and gentlemen,that i'll be posted in an island i've never been before...
I woke up to the screeching voice of spongebob squarepants.My brother have a tendency to blast the tv's volume when the captain start saying.."Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?~~"
The sore on my back is still bugging me.I can feel a sharp pain in the upper right corner of my backAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1075811957420079152004-02-03T20:39:00.000+08:002004-02-03T20:40:56.936+08:00Funny how even sleeping can be problematic for me at times. Lack of sleep and i'll be down with sinus and sore throat. Excess sleep and i'll get headache and sore back. Talking about sore backs, i'm thinking about going some where for a massage which comes to another problem- i don't know where. I don't know any place where i can get a decent back & foot massage without the messuer asking me - "Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1075653493877372632004-02-02T00:38:00.000+08:002004-02-02T00:41:47.810+08:00Every year, there's 2 particular days that i dread. Dread becos it's boring.. and i mean REALLY boring..
1. Hari Rayer Haji.
2. The day where they'll show the re-run of "Terminator2".
Not that i am not a fan of action movies.. But they show the latter too many times, i know pretty well when and where arnie is going to say "i'll be back".And since today is Hari Rayer Haji you can expect me suckingAthhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1075463615942153002004-01-30T19:53:00.000+08:002004-01-30T19:55:11.216+08:00i woke up to the high-pitched rings of my hp..Cai called me to ask me abt tomorrow..mak ai then i realised that it was 11:30, just about right to start getting ready to go to the mosque.The imam give this long and boring speech that was actually scripted.. i'm not even sure if he knows what he is talking about.. right after that, i went to meet wan and sidique. Wan lost half his left thumb while Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1075348299468806972004-01-29T11:51:00.000+08:002004-01-29T11:53:13.436+08:00so as you people have seen already.. I've changed the template of my blog.. pasal kalo putih cam terang arg abes cam sakit mata aku kalo tengok..But it wasn't because of that only.. I actually did that out of sheer boredom as well.. That's all for now.. hope to see you people at Asthenia. Rock Concert Heroes will be playing at 6pm.
ciaozz~Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1073630474593984902004-01-09T14:41:00.000+08:002004-01-09T14:42:29.013+08:00Ok da new year dah.. best eh~~ tak taularh ape yang nak di best kan...aku ngah counting the days aku akan botakkan kepala aku nih.. siak arh sedih siak.. lepas dia botakkan kepala aku, aku cam nak kompol rambot aku pastu letak dalam plastic beg pastu jual pat yun nam hair care arh.. Aku that day adek aku pei kawan bagi aku no pompuan suroh kacao2 tau.. skali pastu dapat tau dier member sekolah Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1065410633168237162003-10-06T11:23:00.000+08:002003-10-06T11:23:52.970+08:00Well the only thing significant that happen the last few days was this bbq pit that me and my friends had.It was funny!(to say the least).I came at around 9 with my brother, Addafiq. And proudly enough i have to say, we got the party started ahaha
Before long it started raining.... KAy was jumping around like a mad man shouting some thing i cant make out what he said....Wan was in the world of Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1064496015112700112003-09-25T21:20:00.000+08:002003-09-25T21:23:16.776+08:00i've been looking back at an old secondary school journal that i was forced to have by my teacher back in 1998.Ahah.. been sometime since i last had an entry. Took my friend to remind me that i actually have a blog.It was a mixed feeling of nostalgia and comedy as i ran through those brown papers of the exercise book.Honestly, i had no idea what to write the past few days but i read somewhere Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1064035368361487902003-09-20T13:22:00.000+08:002003-09-20T13:22:48.190+08:00There's that one person that is always close to one's heart for whatever reasons that someone might have. It kills us everytime to know that they are hurt or in pain. So in situations like this where i'm inferior to give any of my help possible to that person that i love, its suicide....
My life wouldn't be what it is now if not for her....Most importantly, i will not be who i am today without Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5811182.post-1063709317186230322003-09-16T18:48:00.000+08:002003-09-16T18:49:15.060+08:00Civilised world we live in.... or isnt it?
In a fast growing technology world that i am living now, it disappoint me to realise the infinite number of terrors happening around me. It saddens me to understand that the world describe by the media is a scandolous, violent and dangerous world. I browsed through one newspaper that i came across today and within the 64 pages-thick newspaper almost Athhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05803353775422478129noreply@blogger.com